Just Thinkin

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That Frank, he lives inside of his own heart. That's an awful big place to live in.








That line comes from the movie Slingblade that came out back in 1996. Since I never went to a movie theater until I was 18 I saw it when it come out on DVD a few years later. I was 12 I think when I seen it. I believe its my favorite movie ever. When Carl said that line to Vaughn it was just like he was talking about me. Its hard to explain what Karl means when he says that but that's how I felt back then and sad to say I still do. Frank didn't have a father but his mom had a boyfriend who beat her and stayed drunk all the time. I had a "father" that was the same way. Only thing is I didn't have a guy like Karl around with a lawn mower blade to take care of my problem for me.


I reckon you noticed I been a way for a while. Things were just piling up in my head and getting to be to much. Two crazy people living together aint easy to deal with especially if your one of them.

My Valentine

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I want everybody to pretend this was posted last nite cause thats when I wrote it and was about ready to post and my damn internet went out. Speaking of internet if your thinking of getting Suddenlink cable please dont cause there a friggin joke. Happy Valentines Ryan love my little puppy:)

Im not good with all the mushy love stuff thats Ryans department but I want to wish my favorite boy Ryan a Happy Valetines Day and tell him his present is ready and waiting for him to come home. Im glad his mom is with him visiting cause shes making sure hes getting his rest and taking his medicine.



Now I want to tell you about my present Ryan got me. My uncles came for a visit earlier and dropped off the cutest little puppy to me. He said it was Ryans present and he had him holding it and wanted him to bring it by. She is so friggin cute. He knew I was thinking of getting me a dog but he never said a word about getting it for me so I am completely surprised. Its a little girl puppy and she is a dachshund chihuahua so shes a half breed but I love her anyway:) Ive been thinking of a name and Valentine was in my head and call her Val but I was also thinking that if any of yall had a better name please tell me and if I like it I may use it.


Go Kasey

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Since Ryan made a post supporting his favorite driver Reed I thought it was only right I do the same for my driver Kasey Kahne. I would love to see Reed win a few races this year and he's a really cool guy and all but still I got to root for my boy Kasey. Besides being the cutest and hottest of the drivers he's also one of the nicest. He's got a new sponser this year,Budweiser and I think hes going to do really good. Its sucks I wont be going to the races with Ryan and Cole but I just couldn't get off work and besides I cant afford to be missing work so its for the best. School wasnt going to be a problem since I was going to keep caught up with notes from a girl in class Im good friends with but now Ill be in class anyway. Heres some pics of Kasey and its ok for you to drool over him but if he ever goes gay back off cause hes all mine haha:)





Catching Up

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I just wanted to thank everyone for all the get well wishes you left here on my blog and also on Ryans as well. I'm 100 percent now thanks to my little nurse. I hate being sick but theres sure nothing wrong with being pampered and waited on haha. I did miss a couple days of classes so I am a bit behind but did get some notes from a friend so theres no need to stress cause I'll catch it all up.

As yall know Ryan has a trip planned for the Daytona 500 coming up. I sure hope I can go. Ill have to see how much class time Ill have to miss and then go from there. I told Ryan that I would hate to see him go alone down there. Hes thinking maybe Cole might want to go if I cant since he loves Nascar almost as much as Ryan and I do. We were talking and Cole had mentioned he had never been to a race so for him to get to go would be really cool.

Sorry for not posting more lately for some reason I have always hated talking or even writing about myself. Ryan posts enough for the both of us anyway I think haha. That boys always got something to say about anything. I was looking on a old disk of pics I had and found these 2 pics I took about 3 years ago I think. I thought they were really cool and wanted to share.


Moving Soon

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School started back yesterday so I am excited about that. I kinda missed it over the break so I was looking forward to going back crazy as that sounds. Ryan mentioned on his blog he was going to look at another apartment here in town. Well he liked what he saw so we will be moving in this weekend. I haven't seen it yet but I'm sure if it passed his inspection its a good place. He did take a few pics for me to see and it does look awesome. It beats the place were in now for sure. Its got a huge living room and a really nice kitchen. 1 and a half baths and 2 bedrooms. The spare bedroom will be good for when Corey or Ryan's brother comes for a visit. I wont lie it is kind of expensive and I never would have even considered a place so nice but as long as were going in together on the rent and other bills I'm all for getting the place.

Boy I cant believe how I ever got along without my little man. He is a cuddling monster at night and I sure did miss that. That aint the only thing I missed but I wont get into all that haha.






How Bout Them 'Eers

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Wow I cant believe what a great time I had at the game and to top it off we won. Everybody all over the sports shows never give us a chance but we showed them. We stayed at a real nice hotel close to the stadium and there was all kind of really good places to eat. One really funny thing happened at the hotel these 2 girls just kept flirting with me and Ryan and wouldn't really leave us alone. I had to finally tell them we were gay. One of them says how about you let us watch you two make out. I was like are you serious and she said hell yeah you two are really hot and we would love to see you get naked and do it. It was nice of them to think were cute and all but no way in hell am I getting naked in front of anybody especially two girls. Of course Ryan's crazy ass was going to do it if I was up for it but no thank you.

Its hard to believe we come from such warm weather and it was 7 degrees here this morning. This morning I woke up with a body blanket on me Ryan hates the cold weather. I reckon I got me a roommate for the time being anyway cause hes in no hurry to go back and you no I'm not rushing him so were just taking it as it comes. We've talked about him staying here and we also talked about me moving back to Florida so who knows what will end up happening.

Back To Nature

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I just cant believe what a great Christmas Ive had. What with Ryan coming up here and everything. We've had a great time here mostly been by ourselves so yeah for that. Christmas eve we did spend at my moms. She was really surprised with her coat. Hers was really old and she don't think about stuff like that. She would just wear the same old one forever and be happy with it. But Ryan asked me what I thought she needed and first thing come to mind was the coat. It did cost a bit more than I had planned on but that's why we went halfs on it. It was really Ryan's idea to go half on it he expected me to say something about the price so he beat me to the punch the little brat.I got Ryan some jeans and a few shirts. Oh and I cant forget the sexy underwear to bad he ain't had a chance to wear it yet haha. Ryan got me some jeans and a cologne he wears that I love the smell of. He also knows how I love my West Virginia Mountaineer football team,don't even get me started on their last game with Pitt where they had a chance to go to the championship game if they beat Pitt but they choked oh well it happens. Anyway they do get to go to the Fiesta Bowl in Glendale Arizona so Ryan surprised me with tickets to the game. You know me the cash register is ringing in my head and its to much so we compromise and I'm going to buy my own plane ticket and hes getting the hotel bill and extras if they ain't to much. Ive just decided to look at this whole money no money thing and take it in stride. I do have to laugh at him sometimes he gets so aggravated at me but hes learning to compromise and I cant help but love him for that.

This morning we went up in the mountains riding around and Ryan found a nice flat spot up on top the mountain he just loved. He talked me into going camping in the middle of winter no less. Its been in the 50's here during the day so its not to bad yet. Were going to borrow my uncles camper and his lanterns and stoves and do the camping thing tomorrow night I think. Maybe stay one night or two who knows. The game in Arizona is January 2 so we have to be back in time for that. Well thats about it me and my shadow are off to get some lunch.