I guess this is the time of the year everybody gets to say what there thankful for. Wouldn't you know mine would be kind of screwed up. Every year at this time it gets me to thinking back how we never had Thanksgiving dinner when my "father" was alive. We always went up the road to my grandpas house who was my moms dad. So my "father" never went cause my mom had 8 brothers who couldn't stand the sight of him so he knew he wasn't wanted. My grandma would always have the biggest dinner cooked. Anything you could name she would almost have it. She cooked for what looked like a army with her having 15 kids and them bringing their kids and hangers on.
I can only remember one time we tried to have thanksgiving dinner and it was a disaster. Ive told this story on another blog before that I deleted but I don't think any of you were around then. It was thanksgiving and I was 8 and was helping my mom in the kitchen. Which my "father" hated and led to name calling fag,queer, sissyboy the works. Anyway I'm helping and I'm peeling potatoes at the time so he comes up behind me and goes off yelling about how I'm not peeling right I'm taking off to much potato with the skin. He says who the fuck you think pays for them boy you sure the fuck don't. Then they all get swiped off the counter into the floor. I didn't get much of a whipping over that other than hit in the back of the head when he was standing behind. What really makes me remember the day is him saying you want to be a little queer faggot then be one outside and then he made me strip to my underwear and locked me out on the front porch. My mom tried to get me back in but he wouldn't let her near the door. I didn't stand out there but for about 30 minutes I think then a neighbor saw me and took me next door. They knew how he was so they didn't even ask me why am I outside in my undies,they just knew. So I reckon ya ll can guess what I'm thankful for this year without me really even saying it.
Has anybody seen this story about the 19 yr old guy whocommitted suicide on a webcam as people sat and watched him and did nothing for hours. How could you sit and watch something like that and not say anything?
I woke up early this morning and was in the mood to watch some cartoons. I haven't watched Saturday morning cartoons in a long time. One thing I noticed right off the bat is all the new cartoons suck or at least the ones my cable is showing. I can remember back when I was little every Saturday morning I would be up early usually at 7 and run up to my grandpa's to watch a few hours of cartoons. We had a TV but it either stayed broke from getting stuff throwed at it or my "father" wouldn't let me watch them. He said their stupid go out and play get out of his site so for the best I always watched up grandpa's. Looney Tunes were my favorites and of all those characters Yosemite Sam was my fave out of them. I got my favorite cartoon off YouTube and posted it below. If y'all know of any new cartoons that are good mention them in the comments and I'll check them out.
Y'all may noticed I changed my template,the green one was getting old. Also decided what the hell and throwed ads up on the side. Just trying to make a little extra gas money. Cant blame a guy for that can ya:) Still no news on my student loan the lady said it may be Monday before I hear anything. Weather here ain't been to bad its snowed a little but nothing really sticking to the roads. Temps being in the low 30's mostly. Check these 2 pics out I found online. Their from Canaan Valley which is a ski resort here in WV. I just love a good snowy picture, the top one I am using as my desktop back ground.
Y'all ever have the least littlest thing bug the crap out of you. Like for me I know its not that big of a deal but the fact my American Idol blog link was working for me but nobody else was pissing me off so bad. Tim mentioned putting www in the link but I thought yo didn't have to shows how much I know about computers lol. So I went and did that and I also noticed one of the / was missing behind http: so maybe that was it. So anyway I reckon I got it fixed and if I don't someone please let me know so I can shoot myself haha. American Idol Blog
Also wanted to thank whoever clicked on my google ads and also bought a book off amazon. I know it had to be one of y'all cause this is only place Ive put links up so whoever did it your sweet and thanks and if I was near you I'd give you a big kiss:)
How about this another post and only 2 days after my last one haha. Thanks everybody for the advice and I am in the process of seeing about getting finicial aid. Much as I hate to cause damn I hate owning anybody lol. But anyway I am feeling a little better since I did it and the woman said she didnt see a problem with my applications being approved. It was kinda scary cause Ive never did anything like that before and she could tell I was nervous and was a big help to me.
Also wanted to mention about the other blog thing I got going. I never intended for it to pay my way through school lol. I just wanted to find something to make a little extra money lets say bubble gum and pop money lol. Not that I chew bubble gum but i do drink pop. Just kidding I was just starting it to earn some extra gas money and for stuff like that. I see where Ed mentioned the link I put up didnt work but it works for me so I dont know whats up with that.American Idol Blog
Hey guys sorry for not posting in so long. I have read your comments asking about me and I know I'm terrible for not getting on here and letting y'all know how I am doing. I got no excuse other than being really depressed the last few months mainly over money. I hate to even talk about it,to me stuff like that's your own business but i think of y'all as friends and I read how you worry about me and everything. You ever feel like sitting down and saying the hell with it and just throwing in the towel. First off no I'm not depressed over Ryan that's just something that didn't work out and hes a great guy and Ill never say anything bad about him. The whole depression thing is about me wanting to stay in school but not having the money to.I'm still in school as of now and paid up but that ending soon and my full time job I was working cut me back to part time so that's just my good luck lol. Ive had people offer to loan me the money ok I say people only Ryan has offered but I think you know I cant take money from him. I just wasn't raised that way. We do still talk on the phone and I was asking him if he had any ideas for me. He mentioned how it might make me a few extra dollars by putting ads on my blog like he has on his. He donates all his to charities but he says its adds up to a good bit over time so I thought Id see about doing it. I didn't want to do it on this blog cause not that many people come to it so I made a blog about American Idol but I got to figure out how to get people to come to it. I chose American Idol cause I never miss a episode of it and its popular and thought maybe people would be interested in it. Ryan said he would mention me on his blog. Some of the ads are google and some are amazon. The amazon ones are harder to make money on I think because a person has to go through your blog to order something. But google are the kind you just click and it makes cents. Hell I probably wont make nothing but I can try. I just want to continue to go to school and theres no damn jobs around this place to be had. Anyways guys that's what I been up to nothing really just work,school and money problems like I'm the only one has money problems but that's it.
Oh almost forgot to tell you,if anybody does happen to go to my new blog you'll notice the name Darrell on posts. I was wanting to keep it separate from this blogger account so I made another one. Darrell is the name of my brother who died if you were wondering how I chose it. Just thought it would be cool to use it.
