That sound you hear is the clock ticking down to the new year and yes that means me going to Georgia on a fast train. Ok so I'm driving that's just a song by Billy Joe Shaver I like. I'm all set nothing left to do but finish some packing and unhook the computer throw it all in the bed of my truck and scram. I did get some news that eased my mind about my mom. I was worrying about her being here by herself but just as luck would have it a cousin we hadn't seen in a while popped back into town and needed a place to stay so I had the idea of her staying here. That way my mom wont be so lonely. I seen in the comments Tim and Elise were speaking of me and Ryan maybe ending back up together. I really don't see that happening honestly I don't. For one thing Ryan don't come to his parents as much as people may think he does. Also the house I am going to be staying in you cant even see it from the family's house so I'll be out of sight out of mind so to say. I think since we were together Ryan has changed quite a bit. I'm probably not even his taste anymore. From what I read hes into that going out staggering home scene. And that's cool if that what you and your partner are into but as yall know that's not for me.
Hey guys I just thought I would get on here and tell yall about the college I'm going to down in Atlanta. The name of it is Herzing College and they have campuses all over the United States and Canada and even in China I think. They have a criminal justice dept. so that will fit right in with me wanting to work in law enforcement. Ive already got all my financial aid stuff took care of and classes for spring semester start Jan.9 so I'm planning on leaving here On Jan.1 truck packed up with all my junk ready to roll. Actually all I really have is clothes and the computer I'm on right now. So ill be traveling pretty light. As for where Ill be living that's an interesting story in itself. I was talking to Corey a while back and mentioned I had made my mind up where I was moving and that it was down there. He was thrilled about it cause me and him had always gotten along real well and he will be somebody to hang around with down there. So he goes telling Ryan's mom about it and she gets in her head that I am going to stay in a house that's on their property. She told Corey not to tell me about it for a while cause she had some fixing up to do on the place. The windows were real bad in the place and she went and replaced every window in the house. Then also the roof leaked and she had it fixed. He didn't want to tell me what she had done to the house to make it liveable but I told him if he didn't I wouldn't even consider staying there so he had to tell me. I told her the only was Ill stay there is if she makes up a lease and I pay rent starting right off the bat. She knows how I am about not taking stuff from people so she agreed but it was funny her trying to talk my monthly rent down and me trying to up it. But we finally agreed on a price. I know y'all are probably thinking its going to awkward being there and when Ryan comes to visit his mom. Their property is so big the house I'm staying in you cant even see from the main house. Ryan's a cool guy and all that but that's the past I'm looking forward to meeting new people. There wont be any problem with me keeping my hands to myself. If it does happen which I don't see it Ill have no problem coming on here and telling on myself so I can hear all the i told you so's lol. Well that's whats happening with me. Just about 2 more weeks here than heading south.
So yeah i made my mind up I reckon. After looking around online and checking things out and the fact I'm a big chicken shit when it comes to being in new places. I have decided to go to a place where I know a little bit about. Yes I decided to move to Atlanta and enroll in a college there. Ive already checked into it and my finanical aid I got for the college here I can transfer it. I know I said there was ghosts in Atlanta but like I said there no where near as bad as the ones here in my hometown. Ryan and I are still on good terms and I'm happy he has found someone. Hell when I get down to Atlanta I hope to find me someone cause yes your boys horny and its been awhile for me, the hand thing gets old. And no I dont mean hooking up with Ryan cause trust me that wont happen. Living arrangements and stuff Ill tell about later. Im suppose to be up to my uncles at noon and its almost that now.
One quick thing I wanted to mention. I found this cool place to make a little extra money. They pay you to blog your posts have to 100 words is the only catch. Its only one dollar a day but hell in a months time you can make 30 bucks. Dont worry when you read that it takes 30 days to be approved. They approved me in about 2 hours. Heres the link below and if you do decide to sign up through the link I get 5 bucks
I dont really have anything new to blog about but I did want to thank everyone who left ideas for new places for me either in the comments or the few who emailed me info. Thanks a lot and I really haven't decided anything yet but my mind is still strong on moving so that aint changed at all.
I been thinking a lot the last week about stuff. Mainly the comment Tim made about finding new ghost got me to thinking a lot so thanks Tim cause it never hurts to be reminded to do it ever now and then haha. So yeah I been thinking of moving from here just dont know where to just yet. When I say move I mean out of state. Ill have to give up going to school here but I can always start somewhere else. Only place I ever lived besides here was Atlanta and a little bit in Florida and I got a few ghost in both those places also. Not bad ones maybe there like Casper the friendly ghost but still their ghosts. So really Im open to looking at the whole damn country all 3000 miles as crazy as that sounds. Hell I may wind up in Alaska or even Hawaii. Just anywhere but here.
I guess this is the time of the year everybody gets to say what there thankful for. Wouldn't you know mine would be kind of screwed up. Every year at this time it gets me to thinking back how we never had Thanksgiving dinner when my "father" was alive. We always went up the road to my grandpas house who was my moms dad. So my "father" never went cause my mom had 8 brothers who couldn't stand the sight of him so he knew he wasn't wanted. My grandma would always have the biggest dinner cooked. Anything you could name she would almost have it. She cooked for what looked like a army with her having 15 kids and them bringing their kids and hangers on.
I can only remember one time we tried to have thanksgiving dinner and it was a disaster. Ive told this story on another blog before that I deleted but I don't think any of you were around then. It was thanksgiving and I was 8 and was helping my mom in the kitchen. Which my "father" hated and led to name calling fag,queer, sissyboy the works. Anyway I'm helping and I'm peeling potatoes at the time so he comes up behind me and goes off yelling about how I'm not peeling right I'm taking off to much potato with the skin. He says who the fuck you think pays for them boy you sure the fuck don't. Then they all get swiped off the counter into the floor. I didn't get much of a whipping over that other than hit in the back of the head when he was standing behind. What really makes me remember the day is him saying you want to be a little queer faggot then be one outside and then he made me strip to my underwear and locked me out on the front porch. My mom tried to get me back in but he wouldn't let her near the door. I didn't stand out there but for about 30 minutes I think then a neighbor saw me and took me next door. They knew how he was so they didn't even ask me why am I outside in my undies,they just knew. So I reckon ya ll can guess what I'm thankful for this year without me really even saying it.
Has anybody seen this story about the 19 yr old guy whocommitted suicide on a webcam as people sat and watched him and did nothing for hours. How could you sit and watch something like that and not say anything?
I woke up early this morning and was in the mood to watch some cartoons. I haven't watched Saturday morning cartoons in a long time. One thing I noticed right off the bat is all the new cartoons suck or at least the ones my cable is showing. I can remember back when I was little every Saturday morning I would be up early usually at 7 and run up to my grandpa's to watch a few hours of cartoons. We had a TV but it either stayed broke from getting stuff throwed at it or my "father" wouldn't let me watch them. He said their stupid go out and play get out of his site so for the best I always watched up grandpa's. Looney Tunes were my favorites and of all those characters Yosemite Sam was my fave out of them. I got my favorite cartoon off YouTube and posted it below. If y'all know of any new cartoons that are good mention them in the comments and I'll check them out.
Y'all may noticed I changed my template,the green one was getting old. Also decided what the hell and throwed ads up on the side. Just trying to make a little extra gas money. Cant blame a guy for that can ya:) Still no news on my student loan the lady said it may be Monday before I hear anything. Weather here ain't been to bad its snowed a little but nothing really sticking to the roads. Temps being in the low 30's mostly. Check these 2 pics out I found online. Their from Canaan Valley which is a ski resort here in WV. I just love a good snowy picture, the top one I am using as my desktop back ground.
Y'all ever have the least littlest thing bug the crap out of you. Like for me I know its not that big of a deal but the fact my American Idol blog link was working for me but nobody else was pissing me off so bad. Tim mentioned putting www in the link but I thought yo didn't have to shows how much I know about computers lol. So I went and did that and I also noticed one of the / was missing behind http: so maybe that was it. So anyway I reckon I got it fixed and if I don't someone please let me know so I can shoot myself haha. American Idol Blog
Also wanted to thank whoever clicked on my google ads and also bought a book off amazon. I know it had to be one of y'all cause this is only place Ive put links up so whoever did it your sweet and thanks and if I was near you I'd give you a big kiss:)
How about this another post and only 2 days after my last one haha. Thanks everybody for the advice and I am in the process of seeing about getting finicial aid. Much as I hate to cause damn I hate owning anybody lol. But anyway I am feeling a little better since I did it and the woman said she didnt see a problem with my applications being approved. It was kinda scary cause Ive never did anything like that before and she could tell I was nervous and was a big help to me.
Also wanted to mention about the other blog thing I got going. I never intended for it to pay my way through school lol. I just wanted to find something to make a little extra money lets say bubble gum and pop money lol. Not that I chew bubble gum but i do drink pop. Just kidding I was just starting it to earn some extra gas money and for stuff like that. I see where Ed mentioned the link I put up didnt work but it works for me so I dont know whats up with that.American Idol Blog
Hey guys sorry for not posting in so long. I have read your comments asking about me and I know I'm terrible for not getting on here and letting y'all know how I am doing. I got no excuse other than being really depressed the last few months mainly over money. I hate to even talk about it,to me stuff like that's your own business but i think of y'all as friends and I read how you worry about me and everything. You ever feel like sitting down and saying the hell with it and just throwing in the towel. First off no I'm not depressed over Ryan that's just something that didn't work out and hes a great guy and Ill never say anything bad about him. The whole depression thing is about me wanting to stay in school but not having the money to.I'm still in school as of now and paid up but that ending soon and my full time job I was working cut me back to part time so that's just my good luck lol. Ive had people offer to loan me the money ok I say people only Ryan has offered but I think you know I cant take money from him. I just wasn't raised that way. We do still talk on the phone and I was asking him if he had any ideas for me. He mentioned how it might make me a few extra dollars by putting ads on my blog like he has on his. He donates all his to charities but he says its adds up to a good bit over time so I thought Id see about doing it. I didn't want to do it on this blog cause not that many people come to it so I made a blog about American Idol but I got to figure out how to get people to come to it. I chose American Idol cause I never miss a episode of it and its popular and thought maybe people would be interested in it. Ryan said he would mention me on his blog. Some of the ads are google and some are amazon. The amazon ones are harder to make money on I think because a person has to go through your blog to order something. But google are the kind you just click and it makes cents. Hell I probably wont make nothing but I can try. I just want to continue to go to school and theres no damn jobs around this place to be had. Anyways guys that's what I been up to nothing really just work,school and money problems like I'm the only one has money problems but that's it.
Oh almost forgot to tell you,if anybody does happen to go to my new blog you'll notice the name Darrell on posts. I was wanting to keep it separate from this blogger account so I made another one. Darrell is the name of my brother who died if you were wondering how I chose it. Just thought it would be cool to use it.
Sometimes you just have these feelings inside and you try your best to describe them but you can't. Then out of the blue you hear a song that describes them for you. I was listening to this cd someone left behind and there was this song that describes the feelings inside. Now I don't know what to do with them.
Eighty dollars round trip, anywhere you fly Well, that sounds like a winner, but before I book the flight Hey, talk me out of Tampa Well, tell me 'bout New Orleans, just when is that Mardi Gras? Well, then how about Chicago? Is it cold there now or not? Talk me out of Tampa
I mean surely there's a hurricane due to hit there any day Won't that close the beaches and the airport? Or maybe it's still way too hot or did I hear Somewhere you stopped flyin' into that part of the country? You can think of somethin' can't ya? Just talk me out of Tampa
Between that first ride at Busch Gardens And room eight, Bayside Motel There's no way around the memories Don't let me do this to myself Talk me out of Tampa I'd just wind up at his front door He's still living there, I bet Oh, but what if he's not there alone There goes what pride that I've got left Talk me out of Tampa, please
I mean surely there's a hurricane due to hit there any day Won't that close the beaches and the airport? Or maybe it's still way too hot or did I hear Somewhere you stopped flyin' into that part of the country? You can think of somethin' can't ya? Just talk me out of Tampa
Put me somewhere, nowhere even close To where I feel when my heart broke Exactly six months ago this weekend I just need to get away Without your help, ma'am, I'm afraid It wouldn't be a getaway at all You can make up somethin' can't ya? Just talk me out of Tampa Eight dollars round trip, anywhere you fly
So Ive been reading and seeing all over the internet guys talking about their towns gay pride parades and posting pics and stuff. So I thought I would take my camera and hop in my truck this past Saturday and go looking for my towns gay pride parade. I looked down main street which you can cover in about 2 minutes going the speed limit of 25 mph and didn't see any signs of a parade. Turned down some side streets and still no parade. I asked a couple old timers had they seen it and they said nope they ain't seen hide nor hair of any parade today. Ok that part about the old timers I made up cause if I asked if anybody seen a gay pride parade I'd be missing ever window in my truck right now. So I reckon I missed the parade by a hair but oh well maybe I'll catch it next year. Anyway while all y'all was out celebrating gay pride this is how my little town celebrated it.
I was just curious how all the guys like their swimmers to look. The Olympics is coming up in August and the USA has decided to go with a full body speedo for their swimmers. I got a pic of Michael Phelps in one below and hes still hot as hell but to me nothing compares to a little skinny speedo just barely hiding the goodies. I think its maybe the expectations of something maybe gonna show at any second and with the full body one no way in hell you gonna see anything except maybe a good hard on bulge:)
Hey everybody yes that's right its time for my bi-monthly update lol. Not much going on in my crazy ass head which is a good thing I think. Some good new is I ain't had a drink since a week before the last post I put up. I ain't gonna count the days I hate doing that it makes me feel like a alcoholic which I don't think I am I think I was just experimenting and I'm done with that so I'm not keeping track of the days. I have decided to go back to school so. Yes I quit listening to the little devil on my shoulder. For some odd reason I pictured him as my "father" and after I did the decision wasn't really that hard. Switching subjects, for those that don't know I use to be chubby as a kid then during my mid teens it got in my head real bad and I started starving myself. Then I got my head right and started eating right and got my weight where it should be in the last few years. Anyway I been feeling lately I'm fat again. I don't know really why other than maybe I need something for my fucked up head to worry about be it drinking or my weight or losing a boy friend or whatever. So Ive started watching what I eat lately and I think I can afford to lose about 20 lbs. before it gets any worse than it is. I got a few pics of when I was younger and skinnier kinda sickly looking and I know I don't want to go back to looking like a skeleton but think losing a few lbs wouldn't hurt. That's about it for the update I reckon. Took a few pics of stuff around my town and wanted to share so check them out below.
I see this old wagon everyday and whenever I do it always kinda reminds me of the old Little House On the Prairie Show. Also makes me think of who all rode on it in its lifetime and what all its seen. My old barber I go to in town says its been parked in that same spot as long as hes been there and that's 40 years so its kinda cool to think about it. Btw what do y'all pay for haircuts where you live. For me is 7.00 dollars it was just 5 till a few years ago and the barbers wife made him raise it lol. I just love the color of this bush but for some reason it don't look as blue in the pic but still is pretty. What do you see in the distance? I know I use to stop there about twice a week but since I'm getting fat its off limits now:(
Hey everybody yes I'm still alive and kickin. I know y'all worry about me and I do appreciate it a lot. Also wanted to thank everyone for the emails they sent. I know I should answer y'all back when you say if I ever want to talk your there to listen but I hate like hell talking about myself and I hate even more discussing my feelings. What am I feeling? Why do I feel that way? Hell I don't know either answer. All I can figure is its caused by how I was raised. You wasn't allowed to speak unless you was spoken to and if you tried you was shut off real quick. I don't blame my mom cause she was did the same way by my "father" oh but he always had plenty to say and if you didn't listen you caught hell big time. Of course I been thinking about him a lot lately with me being drinking the way I have. I want to tell a little story about him so you know the kind of guy he was. What reminds me of this story is my little doggie I got now. I was about 13 or 14 and this stray dog had been hanging around the neighborhood for about a week. It was a real pretty blue tick coon hound if anybody knows what that is they are beautiful dogs. I think he had got lost on a coon hunt or something anyway I had said I'd love to have him for my own. So one day I come home from school and was shocked by what I found in the house. My "father" had caught that dog and did what he called later marking him FOR ME so no one could reclaim him from me. How did he mark him? He took a razor blade and cut a one inch nick out of that dogs beautiful ear. There was blood all over the house the dog hiding under the bed scared to death. Him laying on the couch passed out drunk. No need to say I was so pissed off I started crying I grabbed a crutch that was leaning in the corner and broke it on the back of his head while he was passed out. Unfortunately it didn't kill him and I did get the hell beat out of me the next day after he came to but it felt good doing it. I did manage to get the dog out from under the bed and patch his ear up. He ended up staying at my uncles house and was there long after my sorrow ass "father" ended up being worm food. Omg was my uncle pissed when he found out what he had done. If I hadn't hit him with the crutch I think they would have fought but he said he got what he deserved so fuck him. So that's my story comes to mind cause of my little doggie. Just what use to be another fun day in the Pierce house. Don't know why I told that other than just getting it off my mind.
On another subject my uncle has threatened to kick my ass if I don't stop drinking. So its been a week now and I haven't touched anything stronger than pop. I hate that I'm trying to talk myself out of not going back to school in fall. I know its for the best but I got a little devil on my shoulder saying fuck it. I ain't give into him yet though lol. Wow what a long post for me I'm wore out and need a nap.
Oh had to come back and add this. I know nobody likes Nascar but me but what about my boy Kasey Kahne. Won a million dollars in a race and has won the last 2 out of 3 races run. Pretty cool and needless to say I'm thrilled for him,even enough to post a pic of him.
Heres it been almost another month gone before a post from me lol. Really nothing going on with me other than working a fishin a little bit. Schools been out since the second week in May so thats good, To be honest I was getting tired of it. To say Im tired of it may be wrong. I just been depressed and sad a lot lately maybe thats it. One big reason is I miss Ryan and yes I know its over but still that dont keep me from missing him. Another thing is I dont think Im a very good friend. Like I had this one friend and true we didnt communicate much and it was only thru emails but one day I emailed him and he never wrote back so I sent another email ask if he was mad at me. He said no hes just been real busy. So I wrote back ok I wont bother you anymore. He never wrote back and I treid again and still nothing so I dont know. All I know is its sad to lose a friend. I know Im not a good friend,hell I got several emails from guys right now I need to answer its just Im to fucked up to do it.
The guy who was gonna move in when school let out finally got all moved in. Yes he started out just as a roommate but you know how things go cute guy and all alone in the apartment and me sad as fuck so yeah it happened hehe.
Im embarrased as fuck to even say it but I have started drinking. I dont know if its a problem yet anyway but with my dna,genes or whatever however you say it Im sure it will be. Me drinking makes me sad but yet I do it when Im sad how fucked up is that. Ill probably turn into a raging alcoholic drunk like my "father" and brother. Kinda ironic if I would end up like my "father" seeing as how I hateed his guts when he was alive and I end up just like him.
I been thinking recently of starting me a new blog just to post pics of hot guys. I know I had boys club and got depressed or something I dont know anyway I deleted it. But since I dont have a blog to post cute guys on right now Im gonna put one on here hehe. I wish I could say this is the guy moving in with me but just my luck hes not. Not to say the guy who is aint cute cause he is he just aint omg cute like this guy. I got 2 other pics of him showing more but didnt want to post on here so if anybody wanted to see just email and I'd be happy to send to you.
Wow I cant believe its been a whole month since I been on here posting anything. I cant say I haven't been on the internet cause I have. I just haven't had anything to write about that I think is important. But I seen a few comments from y'all in the past week and thought omg i better say something I bet they think I'm dead or something haha
I just been busy with school and work mostly. School is in what they call dead week.Its so you can study and prepare for finals which is next week. I hate to brag on myself but I have been doing really good so keep your fingers crossed I do good on my finals lol. I've went fishing a few times on the weekends with my uncle and cousins. That was fun it had been a while since I had been and it was good to get to go. Oh my puppy is growing like a weed and mean as a snake. Speaking of the puppy reminds me of Ryan just to say and y'all know that we broke up. I still read his blog and saw where he spoke about it. Were still on speaking terms and everything and if he ever needed any help with anything he knows he can call me. I am happy hes found him another guy he sounds happy and that's whats important. Since I brought up guys I'll just say I haven't found me another. Haven't really been looking either,if I happen to run into one so to speak that would be cool but for now its just me and my hands hehe. I wont say I haven't met any cute guys I have and actually hes gonna be moving in and sharing my apartment once school is out. Theres nothing between us he just wanted to stay near school for the summer. His family life is fucked up so I can relate to that. He'll be helping pay rent and bills so that will be a bit of a load off me. Well I reckon that's about it.I promise Ill try to not let another month pass before I post:)
That Frank, he lives inside of his own heart. That's an awful big place to live in.
That line comes from the movie Slingblade that came out back in 1996. Since I never went to a movie theater until I was 18 I saw it when it come out on DVD a few years later. I was 12 I think when I seen it. I believe its my favorite movie ever. When Carl said that line to Vaughn it was just like he was talking about me. Its hard to explain what Karl means when he says that but that's how I felt back then and sad to say I still do. Frank didn't have a father but his mom had a boyfriend who beat her and stayed drunk all the time. I had a "father" that was the same way. Only thing is I didn't have a guy like Karl around with a lawn mower blade to take care of my problem for me.
I reckon you noticed I been a way for a while. Things were just piling up in my head and getting to be to much. Two crazy people living together aint easy to deal with especially if your one of them.
I want everybody to pretend this was posted last nite cause thats when I wrote it and was about ready to post and my damn internet went out. Speaking of internet if your thinking of getting Suddenlink cable please dont cause there a friggin joke. Happy Valentines Ryan love my little puppy:)
Im not good with all the mushy love stuff thats Ryans department but I want to wish my favorite boy Ryan a Happy Valetines Day and tell him his present is ready and waiting for him to come home. Im glad his mom is with him visiting cause shes making sure hes getting his rest and taking his medicine.
Now I want to tell you about my present Ryan got me. My uncles came for a visit earlier and dropped off the cutest little puppy to me. He said it was Ryans present and he had him holding it and wanted him to bring it by. She is so friggin cute. He knew I was thinking of getting me a dog but he never said a word about getting it for me so I am completely surprised. Its a little girl puppy and she is a dachshund chihuahua so shes a half breed but I love her anyway:) Ive been thinking of a name and Valentine was in my head and call her Val but I was also thinking that if any of yall had a better name please tell me and if I like it I may use it.
Since Ryan made a post supporting his favorite driver Reed I thought it was only right I do the same for my driver Kasey Kahne. I would love to see Reed win a few races this year and he's a really cool guy and all but still I got to root for my boy Kasey. Besides being the cutest and hottest of the drivers he's also one of the nicest. He's got a new sponser this year,Budweiser and I think hes going to do really good. Its sucks I wont be going to the races with Ryan and Cole but I just couldn't get off work and besides I cant afford to be missing work so its for the best. School wasnt going to be a problem since I was going to keep caught up with notes from a girl in class Im good friends with but now Ill be in class anyway. Heres some pics of Kasey and its ok for you to drool over him but if he ever goes gay back off cause hes all mine haha:)
I just wanted to thank everyone for all the get well wishes you left here on my blog and also on Ryans as well. I'm 100 percent now thanks to my little nurse. I hate being sick but theres sure nothing wrong with being pampered and waited on haha. I did miss a couple days of classes so I am a bit behind but did get some notes from a friend so theres no need to stress cause I'll catch it all up.
As yall know Ryan has a trip planned for the Daytona 500 coming up. I sure hope I can go. Ill have to see how much class time Ill have to miss and then go from there. I told Ryan that I would hate to see him go alone down there. Hes thinking maybe Cole might want to go if I cant since he loves Nascar almost as much as Ryan and I do. We were talking and Cole had mentioned he had never been to a race so for him to get to go would be really cool.
Sorry for not posting more lately for some reason I have always hated talking or even writing about myself. Ryan posts enough for the both of us anyway I think haha. That boys always got something to say about anything. I was looking on a old disk of pics I had and found these 2 pics I took about 3 years ago I think. I thought they were really cool and wanted to share.
School started back yesterday so I am excited about that. I kinda missed it over the break so I was looking forward to going back crazy as that sounds. Ryan mentioned on his blog he was going to look at another apartment here in town. Well he liked what he saw so we will be moving in this weekend. I haven't seen it yet but I'm sure if it passed his inspection its a good place. He did take a few pics for me to see and it does look awesome. It beats the place were in now for sure. Its got a huge living room and a really nice kitchen. 1 and a half baths and 2 bedrooms. The spare bedroom will be good for when Corey or Ryan's brother comes for a visit. I wont lie it is kind of expensive and I never would have even considered a place so nice but as long as were going in together on the rent and other bills I'm all for getting the place.
Boy I cant believe how I ever got along without my little man. He is a cuddling monster at night and I sure did miss that. That aint the only thing I missed but I wont get into all that haha.
Wow I cant believe what a great time I had at the game and to top it off we won. Everybody all over the sports shows never give us a chance but we showed them. We stayed at a real nice hotel close to the stadium and there was all kind of really good places to eat. One really funny thing happened at the hotel these 2 girls just kept flirting with me and Ryan and wouldn't really leave us alone. I had to finally tell them we were gay. One of them says how about you let us watch you two make out. I was like are you serious and she said hell yeah you two are really hot and we would love to see you get naked and do it. It was nice of them to think were cute and all but no way in hell am I getting naked in front of anybody especially two girls. Of course Ryan's crazy ass was going to do it if I was up for it but no thank you.
Its hard to believe we come from such warm weather and it was 7 degrees here this morning. This morning I woke up with a body blanket on me Ryan hates the cold weather. I reckon I got me a roommate for the time being anyway cause hes in no hurry to go back and you no I'm not rushing him so were just taking it as it comes. We've talked about him staying here and we also talked about me moving back to Florida so who knows what will end up happening.
